Monday, December 24, 2012

Christmas Eve (9/365)


Christmas Eve has always been THE BIG celebration for my family.

For some reason, not being a part of that hit me hard this year.

I think there were several factors in this:

  • I assumed I would be a part of Mike's family celebration this year (an assumption that I should not have made)
  • I felt a tremendous amount of guilt for Cam's lack of ties to my family
  • There are several significant life issues hovering over my head right now

My uncle did send me this invitation to the event, including us as much as he could.

I was thrilled to not be forgotten.

I was terribly sad to know I'd be missing out on memories.


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